File 019: Integration: Who I Am Becoming

 Hey, Long time no see. I guess I'll get straight into the integration phase of this transmission. All the topics we've discussed were absolutely useful and neccessary, but now that we are moving forward in not only ourselves but our journey. We have to be honest with the information we've retained and how we are applying it. To integrate means to combine different parts, systems, or groups so they form a single, functioning whole. So now that we've come towards the very end of this volume what have you noticed? How have you put it all together? Me personally I've realized that being the keeper of knowledge is not enough. I have been integrating this old and new found knowledge with action, because otherwise it is stagnant. Stagnancy is not a place I like to be. The truth is Integration is action and making yourself whole within your mind, physical reality, emotions, creativity and finances is the answer. 9x outta 10 when those are whole you are who you've always wanted to be. Who you've always been deep inside. So who am I becoming? Who am I? Is who I've always wanted to be. Whole. However that looks for me. I say this because wholeness does not equal perfection. It means acceptance, willingness to change what you don't want to keep anymore, being and feeling the way you truly want to. Who are you becoming? Who are you? Is it who you've always wanted to be? Who you always could have been had you integrated your knowledge into action? Knowing can be enough but for some including myself it is not always enough. It requires more action to really know. It requires a continuation of a sort. So I'll ask you all a few questions I've been asking myself over the past few months that has brought me to this continuation of knowing who I am and who I've become as I continue growing. 

Who am I becoming? What do I stand for? What do I feel? What do I need? What am I willing to fight for? How clearly can I think and speak? How big am I willing to think? What do I allow myself to enjoy? What am I building that will last?