File 018: The Ego Deaths

     Greetings, This file will be the final shed before embodying and becoming. I am grateful to be writing to you all today, It's been long overdue.

Identities, stories, and roles.

    Ego Death is a temporary but profound loss of subjective self-indentity, where the boundary between self and the external world vanishes. 

Let that shit go. For your final shed, let go of the false ideals of yourself and others. Let go of everything you think you know. There is so much life to live and so many different ways to go so many areas you could grow. I'm telling you to let go of your subconscious views of the world and step into your conscious view of it. Of yourself. It's not easy to think something new, to be something new. Luckily there is nothing new under the sun and heaven is on Earth.  & You are quite literally it and I know because I am it. The last 9-10 months I've learned so much and as I reflect and shed my "old self" I realized that the message never changed. The message was inside no matter how many time I have to realize. Living this life I've observed that I enjoy telling myself to remember myself but what if I always remembered? What if I tell myself who I am everyday. What if I become who I always was meant to be on this Earth for my time being? What if I can change the world? What if you can too? What if we can together? Would you keep worrying about the negative when there is always a postive waiting? Everything up until this point (now) happened. Be at peace with the fact it happened. We've experienced the past but we are not it. How can we advance and enhance from here? So maybe this isn't the final shed, maybe it's just another layer.