File 016: The Sabotage Files

     I can be a slacker but I'm still here. Truth is I was supposed to finish writing and releasing this File yesterday. Let's just say I sabotaged my way out so much so I didn't even realize it was release day. Here I am on a Friday Rising now cool, calm and collected giving you all the juice. I just wanna thank you all for still choosing to read no matter how fluctuating the posts have been. So far I haven't seen a drop in views only growth, I'm forever grateful for that. Essentially, we have 3-4 more files to get and go through. After that you all will have me. The non-digestible Mi. I am most excited and proud to share her with you all, present thoughts and dreams. Foundations are always most important, I always knew where I was going and this foundation is how I'm getting there. As of yesterday Charging4Frequency is officially a licensed corporation! You will be seeing updates to the site soon after our foundation is complete. I know you're wondering what? It's just a blog site, stick around and fuck around & find out. 

Self betrayal, procrastination, and ignoring intuition.

    One of the biggest downfalls of humanity is self betrayal. With betraying ourselves we betray our planet and each other as a whole. We've all been tricked and betrayed from birth, owned by a corporation acting as a dead entity on paper. Every time you feed yourself with the separators (colonizers) agenda you betray yourself. We all do. My worst sin if there were such a thing in fact is destroying and betraying myself for no reason outside of temporary sensation. Trying to fit the aesthetic of colonized eyes. You have to see through these eyes clearly and choose your own. Love is not weak, hate and seperation is. I mean this in every aspect. Entertainment, Drugs, Sex, Employment, Destroying Earth, Doubt, Fast Food consumption, Hate, Aesthetics/ Standards of Colonized Eyes whether it's Beauty Standards, Housing, Cars, Clothing & Accesories, Careers/Lifestyle, Interests, Religion, Education the list goes on... Anything that is marketed towards you is more than likely what's out to destroy you. The biggest self betrayal as a human is being too cool to be a real human. Too cool to Feel, Think, and Love Freely. Remember everything in mainstream is the view of you through your Masters eyes. Says a lot without saying much at all because you believe them too. If they will lie to you about who you are they will lie about everything else if you believe them. With all that being said, procrastination is what's keeping us stuck. We know what we need to do to get back on top yet we just don't. Myself included, I write these because they are important to me. Yet I procrastinate on dropping the files out of doubt, worry, etc. Consistency is key for the things you truly want. Don't procrastinate when it comes to your dreams, you never know when they'll start chasing you. Lastly ignoring your intuition like self betrayal is one of the biggest downfalls of humanity. To ignore your gut is to ignore yourself and needs. To ignore your own intuition is saying Fuck your people. We love ourselves so of course we don't wanna do that but we do. I know some of the shit I watch is terrible for my brain, subconscious, my body etc. Yet I still watch it, I ignore my gut out of interest of entertainment. Now I am having a serious sitdown with self to ask why do I find my people destroying each other entertaining? Back to what I said above, It's not that I find it entertaining per say. I've been taught that this is how my people look, behave, etc. That is the farthest thing from the truth though, this is how the opposition views us and promotes us to us! It's a mind fuck and thats only a small betrayal. We can get bigger, humoungous even or tiny microsopic. To betray your people is to betray yourself and vice versa. Send love to all those times you betrayed yourself, be patient with yourself, do what you love to avoid procrastination, and most importantly stop ignoring your intuition. It is how we have survived on this planet, let's thrive now. It was supposed to be an honor to be a human. Have we forgotten?

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