Volume Two: Shadow Sides + Personal Truths
I knew this volume would be different before I wrote the first word. The air around it is heavier, thick and slower more honest. It's like you can't step into your next version without passing through the part of yourself you'd usually avert your eyes from. Avert your mind from. The the mirror isn't gentle. It doesn't show the curated image, it shows the truth. The little lies we tell ourselves. The excuses. The emotional shortcuts. The patterns that feel like home even when they hurt.
This Volume isn't about judging myself or others, it's about admitting the things I avoid. Shadow work is nothing but honesty. It's the kind that make your stomach drop. The kind that feels like death before rebirth. It wasn't "Them", It wasn't God and or the Universe "testing me".. It was me. My fear. My ego. My defensiveness. My emotional shortcuts. My assumptions. My need to feel in control or protected. My refusal to see the role I played. That's where the shadow lives my shadow lives, n the places you swear you're innocent. I'm not writing this from a healed perspective a pedestal even. I'm writing from inside the mess, from inside the mirror. I know right from wrong. I'm looking at it in the mirror everyday. I'm still realizing how often I show up from old wounds, not present truths. How often I hand people responsibility for feelings that are actually mine. How often I react instead of respond. How often I speak from insecurity instead of clarity. How often I abandon myself while claiming I'm doing my best.
This file is the doorway. The shift from "awareness" to "accountability", from talking about energy to actually looking at your own. Understanding shadow to recognizing when it's wearing your face. This is me stepping into the dark parts of myself without running. I'm tired of repeating stories that are beneath the person I'm becoming. I'm tired of protecting a version of me that no longer matches my frequency. I'm tired of pretending the shadows aren't mine.
So here we are. You, me, the truth, the mirror. Volume Two begins with the part of yourself you must meet before you evolve.
Welcome to the Shadow Frequency. We're going in, but we're coming out different.
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